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So I spent a month micro-dosing 1P-LSD after beginning on a 200ug macro dose to get a really feel for the chemical. And I simply had my first macro dose of shrooms to start out off a brand new micro-dosing routine. This publish is as a lot about macro as micro dosing so it will not be useful to everybody.
Whereas I am at present out of shrooms and ready for my new crop proper now I’ve little want to return to LSD-land. I am dosing particularly for nervousness. I’ve had social nervousness since age 21 and I am now 37. I have never been capable of maintain a job and relationships are a nightmare. So after attempting actually every thing else I have been experimenting with psychedelics.
1P-LSD in my expertise is a spotlight agent. Micro-dosing has helped me set up higher habits. I discovered maintaining issues tidy to be gratifying and despite the fact that I am not utilizing it anymore the easy enjoyment has turn out to be a part of me now. I am a man who used to depart bunches of soiled garments within the nook, dishes piling up, and many others. I am not a neat freak now however my place stays clear and my operating behavior has taken root!
The main focus is nice for mindfulness and bodily consciousness. My breath takes on a coolness that makes it simple to stick with all through the day.
Nonetheless, it did make me perhaps 10% edgier. The mindfulness made seeing ideas come up and halting them earlier than they spun uncontrolled simpler however the unconscious actions/fearful associations/bodily reactions have been untouched and generally gave the impression to be stronger.
Additionally, 1P-LSD lasts aaaaalll day. The macro dose was a 12 hr occasion and when micro-dosing the coolness of breath is simply as lengthy. I am a giant man however 12ug was microdose. Often I would do 24ug and it gave the impression to be a threshold dose as I would really feel tremendous in tune with my physique.
Thus far I solely have the macro dose to work with however shrooms appear to be precisely what I have been in search of. I did 2.5g two days in the past and it was fascinating. Concern ceased to be a motivating issue for me for a number of lengthy moments. I would really feel it however the motion may full itself. There was no “stickiness” to ideas and feelings and I had no want to get in individuals’s heads and attempt to mission how they noticed me.
Throughout my LSD macro dose I used to be undoubtedly paranoid regardless of the weirdness however on shrooms I had a transparent impression of my sense of self as a thought that I used to be free to let go of. It jogged my memory of an unimaginable second I had throughout my keep at a monastery years in the past…I’ve at all times remembered that 10 minutes because the “wow, there’s actually one thing to meditation” second and the opposite day with shrooms introduced it proper again.
I additionally had a second the place I used to be in my condominium and taking a look at my mattress and I simply began crying for that man named “MalevolentlyInformed” who sleeps there and has had such a tough time being on their lonesome with nobody round. It was like mourning myself and it was precisely what I wanted one way or the other.
So I will be micro-dosing with shrooms as they appear to have a deeper emotional high quality to them.